Liebesbriefe an Jo Ekambi Tongo, von Malenka Radi...

11.4.2018

Dear Ekambi,

I tell you, I want you back in my life! I do not knwo, how long I can tell you this anymore, but one thing ist sure: I love you as strong and deep, you can think. To learn about you, to know, who you are ist difficult. To learn about you, and your meaning of respect, is very hard for me. And your way, how you throught me out of your life too, is not accepteable for me. I have to find my peace and healthy, so I start to make a lot of walks. But I could find only a little peace and look, in the forest. My kids are growing, and they start showing me a lot of distance. I found my work as an author and writer is going on, with some fortune. It looks like, I will have some good results and sucsess, very soon. I am satisfied. At the moment I am living in a vakkuum of digital space, having no Internet.

For for weeks now, I am working on myself. Making handwritings. So all my scripts are only written by my hand. I am very creative. It works! I love my job, doing this thinks. What do you mean? You are very far now, for me. Can you stop, beeing jellous? And I try never to make you jellous again! I think, I am prooving, that I can wait, and I want to be with you. Now I am waitin, one year and more than five month.

Sometimes, I got lost. And than, I am happy, when I am not alone. But now, I hope, you will find peace with me. In the morning today, I thought to walk to you, through the forest. I am now in Bois le Roi, so close, and full of love.

But than, I took diszipline and now I am only sitting on my desk. It looks like today will be a very creative day.

My love, I am going into a big wintersleep, when I do not will have any answer from you. Please start, with little steps,

yours, Malenka